Pixie " Basil " Fey
༻❁༺ 🏞☘⚘🏵The Pixie Dust Garden🏵⚘☘🏞 ༻❁༺
" Korekaramo douzo yoroshiku ne.
Konna watashi dakedo waratte yurushite ne.
Zutto taisetsu ni shite ne.
Eikyuu hoshou no watashi dakara. "
ABOUT
Greetings ! I am a 17 y/o artist and aspiring animator. I have many stories in my head and often rant about whatever I currently feel most happy about !
I was born 08/26/2006, I am a virgo and a hufflepuff :)
Im a fox contherian, meaning I feel ears and a tail at times when I shift.
I am heavily into a lot of indie games all which have some sort of fantastical element to them.
I do art, animation, voice acting, writing, melody making, 3d modeling, gaming, cooking, and I really like to watch movies, either animated or typically in the comedy genre.
Im a basil irl and naruto uzumaki kinnie. I also have a schema mode called jack crawford but he only comes out in times of crisis.
I am gender apathetic, however i perfer to identify as a rosboy with they/them pronouns. I would rather people use they/them for me, as it prevents people im uncomfortable with refering to me in a way that makes it seem like we're friends.
Currently taken by a lovely sunny who cares for me very much <3
! I love you alex !
I have a kiss discomfort, please do not kiss me.If you send me nsfw or abuse my triggers I will punt you to another galaxy. /negsrs! IF YOU THINK GENDERBENDING ME ( Basil ) TO BE FEMALE, TRANSFEM, INTO PARSLEY, OR EVEN JUST GIVING ME SOLEY SHE/HER PRONOUNS, HIDE ME IMMEDIATELY. ! /VERY srsI AM NOT A FEMALE AND YOU MAKING ME INTO SUCH IS DISGUSTING. STOP SEXUALIZING ME FFS.
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5/4/2023
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♡ The day I learned to love myself ♡
About the DNT tag in my name
I have DNT in my name tag to avoid people coming up and cuddling with me without reading my carrd first. HOWEVER, I am a cuddle and hide person. If you are feeling lonely, sad, or perhaps just need to be hidden from other people or need a break, youre always welcome to hide behind me or cuddle me and vent your fustrations out." So why have it in your name anyways ? Why is it so important ? "Due to previous situations in the fandom, I often made people uncomfortable by cuddling them and nuzzling them at the same time, purring, etc. I will still continue to do this as its how I give affection when i'm feeling happy or content. However, I make sure that people read my carrd and see this before cuddling with me so theyre aware of what they're getting into. This way, if it makes someone uncomfortable, they will have known beforehand and can promptly not cuddle with me for their own mental state.This is especially important with people who have Sunny skins/morphs, as I typically get super lovey with them due to being a Basil IRL.Oh and do not kiss me, I have a major kiss discomfort. please pet me instead. Like below :
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Things to know before interacting.
I am a therian and a furry. DNI if youre anti-furry or anti-therian.Im autistic, please use tone tags. I misunderstand things a whole lot, and sometimes say things that can be taken the wrong way, as I do not have the ability to think beforehand.I have ADHD and I will forget everything about you other than your name. If you talk to me more, the more likely I am to remember things about you, especially if you have a heart to heart talk with me.I have a mood disorder that we cannot identify. I get very emotional and I do have high anxiety, if I start spiraling- please reassure me and provide comforting words. If you say you'll let me vent, be prepared for me to come to you randomly if I'm having issues without warning." I didn't know you were struggling "
How to identify if I'm having a hard time:
- I will change my status to something venty, add /neg or /v to the end sometimes.
- I will make angsty art.
- I might get brave and go into a vent channel in a server.
- If you've given me permission, and I feel comfortable with it, I will dm you.On the rare chance I go onto pony town, please do not talk to me in the public chat unless I'm already doing so. If I'm thinking, I'm talking to myself. Please whisper me to interact and do not cuddle me unless you're okay with being smothered. I nuzzle people while cuddling them, as thats how I show affection when I'm super happy. If I make you uncomfortable, tell me so I can add it to your note, and if I do it again, keep reminding me to check your friend notes. This is unfortunately the only way I can grow accustomed to boundries :(!! IF YOU ARE A SUNNY IRL/ALTER/FICTKIN, etc- PLEASE DO NOT FLIRT WITH ME UNLESS ITS A JOKE, and if you are a Sunny who decides to talk with me, prepare for me to joke about sunnflower a whole lot. If I do " flirt " with you, it's a joke, ! DO NOT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY !If you're Aubrey, do not flirt with me at all. Im okay with teasing but no. /srsSomething skins/morphs dni, same with gorey skins.If sunnekochan is online, please whisper me so I can go offline. I wish to avoid their presence completely.If I say something wrong please ask me to explain or tell me what I should say, most of the time I don't understand how to say what I mean properly as I have cptsd and never learned how to express myself properly, and being autistic makes it harder.
DNI + DISCOMFORTS
Basic Criteria
Older than 18
Anti-Furry/Therian
Anti-IRL/Fictkin
Anti-any ship unless proship ( Sunnflower is not a proship )
Pro photobomb during and after the game
If you headcannon Basil with any sort of toxic/poisonious/bad meaningful flower
You turn ships into proships with headcannons or steryotypes ( Looking at sunnflower and photobomb )
If you think Basil hate is valid
Joke about source trauma ( esp abandonment )
Joke about Anti-ship
If you lash out at others when upset.
HomeForFlowers, Sunn7, Aubr3y!, etc. I've either muted or hid you for a reason.
SunnekoChan
RayOfSunshine
Crystalline Stars/TheImpurity
If you laugh like: " Huhuhuhu~ " ( Blame person above )
Explicit sexual jokes ( I can only handle so much )
Most south park talkIf you call me racist because I'm only 1/4 mexican and I'm as white as porcelain. ( No I do not use slurs, I'm just very proud to have Mexican in my heritage. )If you try to spread rumors about me or my friends to each other, seriously, cut it out. I don't care that you don't like us being friends, it's our life not yours. You cannot force us to stop being friends, and if a friend of mine stops talking to you to make me feel more comfortable, then respect that as they are offering kindness to me, as I would do to them. ( Of course, if they did not give you a heads up as to why, you are able to ask but they do have the authority to decline an explanation. )If you don't like me because I say things that I can't think well enough of, that my friend is called being ableist. Sometimes I don't know how to phrase things and it takes me a little bit, please be patient.DO NOT CALL ME YOUR " best friend " IF I DON'T KNOW YOU. USING THAT TERM FOR AN AUTISTIC PERSON YOURE NOT GENUINELY FRIENDS WITH IS ABLEIST AND I WILL REPORT YOU. /srsIf you crowd around me in a way that makes it seem like youre all staring at me. It's one thing if we're in a cuddle pile, but it's another if you're staring at me like im on display.
If you harass me, my friends, or anyone else in the area im in. Even if you have me muted or dont know me, I will still jump in front of you and get the person who's harassing you to leave.If you purposefully use sarcasm to fuck with my head since I'm autistic and won't understand if you're joking or being literal.If you are a chronically online cookie run person. ( I dont mind if cookie run was a past hyperfixation or just another small fandom you like, if you were in the fandom for the fandom, dni. )If you're someone not in the fandom who isn't on my friend's list if I'm in a fandom area. It's perfectly fine for normal people to friend me while I'm at the library though.If you try to trigger me while in my afk/vent skin. Its called " Tsumi to batsu " and I only use it when I'm too triggered or uncomfortable and don't want to leave due to a friend, or if I'm crying for help. In which case, you will have to whisper me to get my attention. However there is a chance that I will be whispering a friend.If you're on my DNI and you refer to me as she/her, he/him, it/its, or any sort of neo/xeno pronouns. You will refer to me by name ( Basil Fey ) or they/them no matter if you like or respect me or not. If you do not do this then I have full authority to call you out, and so do other people. Reason being, should I see it, it makes me physically ill and triggers me. The last thing we need or want is someone like you trying to trigger me on purpose simply because you don't respect me enough to refer to be in the 3rd person correctly. Its highly disrespectful, harmful, and toxic, and you only paint yourself as a bad person for doing so.
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PEOPLE I AUTOMATICALLY HIDE:Parsley/Basil's with She/Her pronouns - May unhide on requestProshippers
People who are against healthy ships.
Photobomb shippers
Anti-Furry or therian
People who use their religion as an excuse
People who use mental disorders as an excuse ( I'll know the difference between excuses and explaining, as the ones who use excuses typically aren't diagnosed. )
Grass skins/morphs
" Hiding skins " people
Troll skins/morphs
Any sort of makeshift skin/morph that isn't rendered
Basil haters
Ableist/drama people
Anyone whos friend's with felix.SunNekoChan - Will never unhide.
Privacy concerns
I Do not give out my socials to anyone after seeing what Sunnekochan was capable of, knowing now fully well that it could be anyone who does that. I do not support Sunnekochan's actions as I find they were hypocritical. If you truly do not want someone to be attacked, you do not link their socials, especially if that someone doesn't have them linked already, which could've been for a multitude of reasons. It's a violation of privacy, and most certainly was not warranted given the context of the situation. All I can say to sunnekochan, is to seek help.
For those of you who DO have my socials, do not give them to other people without my consent.
" Why did you say Sunnflower wasn't a proship ? Aren't they a toxic relationship ? "
This is a common misconception, either with the fact that many people believe Basil is obsessed or co-dependent on Sunny, or that Sunny hates basil. neither of these statements are true.1. Sunny // A lot of people say that sunny hates basil because of blackspace, when people fail to recognize that blackspace, is sunny's worst nightmares. Omori is the one who hates basil, and even then he doesnt. Omori kills basil over and over to prevent sunny from facing the truth, especially since stranger represents basil. Its symbolic that omori would kill basil over and over because omori is saying " The truth is full of pain, stay in headspace where everything is fine. "2. Basil // Yes I know many people say that basil is obsessed with sunny, but if you look at the definition of obsession. youd see its a very wide scope. However, when most people think of obsession, they think of stalkers, harassment, and general creepy attitues. Basil, throughout the entire game, does not show any signs of this other than a clear homosexual interest in Sunny. However by breaking down text, its clear basil tries to hide it in a not so subtle manner that he's clearly very fond of his best friend. See the following video for evidence: https://youtu.be/f8qlPaZXWkM3. The incident // Basil has having a psychotic meltdown, he was not in the right space, consumed with grief and overwhelmed by his abandonment issues and anxiety. He was having an severe episode where he was hallucinating, just like how Sunny does. If you actually LOOK AT THE GAMES DIALOUGE you will see that Basil was only trying to protect sunny, throughout the entire game its always been basil sacraficing himself and his happiness for sunny. By framing the suicide so he didnt go to jail or get disowned by his mother, by taking the blame for the photos so he didnt get bullied by aubrey, and then trying to kill his " something " so sunny didnt have to be haunted by his past or mari anymore. It's safe to say basil stabbing sunny's eye out was an accident, as basil wanted to harm himself more than sunny.
" Whats the issue with SunNekoChan ? "
TLDR: Exfriend with toxic behaviors tried to cancel me because they didn't understand that I have autism and don't understand things like they do.Disclaimer: Sunnekochan can claim that the " rumors " are false but in reality everything below is true. I not only have evidence of such things but my sister Aubrey/Morpheus and SunnySide were both witnesses to the patreon thing, and obviously sunnyside was there for the twitter situation too.! SUNNEKOCHAN IS ALSO A COMPULSIVE LIAR AND WILL LIE ABOUT THINGS THEY HAVE DONE . DO NOT TRUST WHAT THEY SAY WITHOUT EVIDENCE. !
About:SunNekoChan is someone who used to be friends with me. However, I had blocked them when they brought out an intense discrimination against IRLS and no longer felt comfortable being their friend. Later, after they had said they did more research they promptly started to insult me, leaving me to get defensive and hide them on the spot.High-school Rumors :( The drama )Later, after asking to do a sunnflower rp with a friend and poorly communicating that I wanted to avoid doing erp with them ( due to inaccurate phrasing ) They turned my friends against me and tried to cancel me for " sexualizing minors " and making many Sunny skins uncomfortable by cuddling. Amongst me also mistaking their omori sprite skin for someone else's sprite skin that was copied.The Hawk posing as a Mocking Bird:( The twitter conversation )After a very triggering conversation with them on twitter and trying desperately to explain that the skin thing was a misconception, that I was unaware of the sunny skin situation, and that I had absolutely no intent of sexualizing minors nor erping with another one, they decided to try and downplay their aggressive and rude behavior with a half-hearted apology, so they didn't seem like a bad person. However, this may have possibly backfired on them as my memory, although fuzzy, haves me believe they had around 1.4k followers which dropped down to 100 very soon.To Kill a mocking bird ( And fail ):( The patreon conversation )I put them on my Patreon to warn their friends and for them to hopefully get some help with some therapy videos I linked, not to criticize them but rather to help them and cement them on my DNI list. Seeing the response in the middle of school, paired with the bellwork question of forgiveness I unfortunately had a panic attack when thinking about them and how harmful it would be for me to forgive them. ( Not because of what happened before, but rather due to the behaviors of theirs I've observed. ) I would then later try to compromise with them to get them removed from my Patreon completely if they would save the links to the videos or watch them in some way, as I only had the intentions of helping them despite me having every negative association with them besides the desire to help them so they do not hurt others. I received only backlash and many aggressive insults as they demanded I would submit to their ego. Thus, I stated that although I was only trying to help them genuinely, that I will agree to remove them partially in return that they get help and avoid me permanently in every way. What followed was more harassment and an attempt to manipulate me into doing at least one of the following: Give them more evidence they could take out of context and frame me as the bad guy for, use me as an excuse to get sympathy from their friends, try to make themselves seem like the hero, or possibly get me to become vulnerable again so they could stab me in the back later, which is intentionally manipulating someone to hurt them by triggering them.Notes from the golden goose:( Sunnekochan's actions broken down by an emotionally mature person )I cannot say that SunNekoChan was going to do the last part, but its something ive seen manipulators do to others or have done to me, and every action and word theyve said before counts as evidence to make me believe they would do at least one of the following above. Despite this, I am not a professional therapist and I cannot diagnose them officially. However it is important that they recognize their behaviors as toxic and try to change as soon as possible before it ends up affecting their life negatively more. From what Ive seen from them, they may suffer from something called " Moral disengagement ". I came to this conclusion by their many attempts to gaslight me into thinking I was a bad person, and then seeing them turn around and do worse things not only to me but to others as well. ( PS: When I mean others, I mean this is only on assumption as it's very clear they convinced SunnySideUp to act irrationally against me, teaching them a very toxic behavior that I know they wouldn't do at heart. I have not seen actual evidence, but I'm sure if you know them then you have or will see some. )What is moral disengagement ? :( Why might SunNekoChan act like this )Moral disengagement is when someone may blame others for not having moral standards when they themselves think that the moral standards apply to everyone but themselves. It can be intentional and It can be subconscious. SunNekoChan displays this as while I, try to remain calm and genuine with only wanting the best for them- they, bring out their ego and compulsion to get revenge instead of trying to understand things on a deeper level and trying to engage in a healthy conversation. It is especially harmful when they then try to blame someone like me for being immoral when they themselves don't act any better, if not worse. From what I've seen, SunNekoChan jumps to conclusions and would rather be brash and tyrannical and try to use manipulation to get what they want instead of admitting to their mistakes and trying to get better or looking for other solutions. If SunNekoChan does have moral disengagement than its important that you remember to be cautious when being friends with them, as the majority of the time, when it comes to you or them- someone with moral disengagement will choose themselves over you.The song of a true mocking bird and how to live with high morality :( How I am different from SunNekoChan, and why they are hypocritical when they claim I am immoral )I was not always a good person, due to my father teaching me to behave much like Sunnekochan as a child, I would lash out at people I didnt like for breaking rules. However, eventually I decided that I should be nicer to other people as I didnt want to be a bad person, I didnt want to be seen as angry and compulsive, and that the reason people were mistreating me was because I was mistreating them. I started being nicer and the first time someone was nice to me back I promised myself that from that moment on, id spend my entire life learning and growing so I can bring more happiness, knowledge, and love to as many people as possible and I still live by it to this day. I strive to be honest, empathetic, considerate, trustworthy, and as perfect as I possibly can be. However, it does come with its disadvantages. People take advantage of my feelings, and they abuse my kindness often. Or when opening up to people, my words are simply too powerful, like my emotions, that they get too overwhelmed by me, which leads me to feel like I have to bottle up everything. Lastly, due to being autistic, I was born with an unhealthy compulsion to be unselfish, to the point where I would spend years sacrificing my mental health, my physical health, and my happiness to serve other people. It was only until around January that my therapist said I should start trying to set boundaries and respect myself a bit more. However, my first attempt at setting boundaries on Pony Town was not successful, as it became unfair to the other person, which is why I have since then changed my boundaries so that way I can have an experience on Pony Town that is healthy for everyone. People are now able to hide me freely, and I figured out a way for people to be more mindful about interacting with me so they wouldn't get uncomfortable. I am still autistic, and I will not get everything right. Some things that may be common sense for you, may not be the same for me. It might be easy for you to set boundaries, but for me its an intense struggle to find a healthy compromise, and I think that is something SunNekoChan did not understand about me. Nevertheless, I will continue to try to help people as much as I can to spread as much positivity at every opportunity, because that is what being moral really is about.
Minigames I like to play !
50+Hide and SeekTagTruth or DareAny Party House Game
Hey, Hey you ! Yeah you ! I know you may be severely overwhelmed by everything up there, but just know that you're doing exceptionally. Even if you do not like or agree with me, I wish you the best and I know you will do great things in life !Thank you for reading !For those who need something positive/funny after all of that" I want to draw for you ! "
( Allows you to draw an image and send it to me annonymously. )" I would rather chat instead ! "
( Allows you to say something and communicate without needing to make an account or friend me on discord. // You can enter any name you wish, an email of choice, and a message of choice with many characters +more. )DO NOT DO THIS OR SUBMIT DRAWINGS OF GORE OR NSFW:
